It's a constant reminder that I'm turning 40 and at 39, I had a son that won't be here to celebrate a milestone in my life. I ache for him every second of everyday where thinking of him makes it painful to breath. Aaron had stopped by @ the cemetary today to pick up his flower pot and torch light that I had left for him and it was gone. I don't know if it was stolen or thrown away, I can't believe that it's just gone. That's a cruel thing to do. I don't have proof that anyone stole it or thrown it away but according to Aaron, the other children's flowers and toys were still there.
Tomorrow I will spend my day with my family and on the 22nd of August I will host a girls night out with some of my closest girlfriends. I'm really excited about that. It's going to be a lot of fun. Some of my girlfriends have ask me what I want for my birthday. Their attendance is more than enough but they tend to insist what I would want. I tell them gift cards from starbucks, best buy, target, verabradley.com. Gift cards are so much easier to handle. I'm hoping to see all of my girlfriends there. I would really like to avoid the sad conversations and just have a lot of laughter, jokes, fun.
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