The work week has been long and draining. All I want to do is go home and be with Aaron and the boys. I have the next 2 days off so I'm really looking forward to that. Cramps and the general womanhood issues are going to keep me home this weekend. I had plans to go and see a roller derby bout in Paso with friends but I'm tired, in pain and all I want to do is lay down.
I've seen myself short with people lately. Maybe it's the hormones. Maybe it's the events of this past week that has just got me all up in a tizzy. Finding out that some people have lied to me about certain things has made me angry and bitter. Although there isn't really much I can do about it now, I still harbor some of these ill feelings because it's just not right. I posted a new comment on my status wall on Facebook. For some reason, my friends feel the same way. It says, "People need to own up to the mistakes that they make in life and stop finding words of wisdom to cover it up!" It's true, right? We all make decisions that we deem are the right decisions at that moment in time. In the long run, decisions that were made eventually work out or they don't. Whether they work out or don't, we make those decisions. We are at fault for everything that we do whether good or bad. There isn't a way around it all. Life is what we make of it. The feeling of freedom is essential in our life. Admitting to fault is freeing. If we can be true to ourselves, that's all that matters. It's what makes us a better human race.
My weekend starts @ 1pm after our afternoon flight. I'm going home to my hubby and boys, possibly stay home today and tomorrow and Monday and relax and start a new schedule on Tuesday. Stopping by @ the cemetary on Sunday and bringing my lil superhero some pretty flowers. I've missed him so much!
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