It's been a year

How quickly a year has passed. Where did all the time go? Ethan would have been a year old last May 26. That was a pretty sad day for Aaron and I. There's a box of toys that would have been our boys. If it wasn't for the grace of God, I don't think I would have been able to get through this year. Mother's day was brutal. Aaron was sad on his birthday. Now, we remember Ethan's 1st anniversary. It's like a movie that replays in our mind over and over again. We have since then created different memories that will help us slowly move on and when these days come by again, it won't be as painful. I have requested holiday time off during these times. I'm off for the next 4 days. The plan is to go down south and visit my in-laws and our god-son. July couldn't come fast enough so that we can have some really fun times @ Comic-con. It's been a difficult few weeks. Some people understand and some people don't. It's ok. It's hard to talk to some people about this.