You are faced with hard decisions to make? When you thought what seemed to be a normal life, feels like not so normal. When money is most of your worries? When a part of you is happy for your friends but deep down, it's making you hurt so bad inside. When the life you knew isn't the life you have right now? When every decision you make, also affects other people?
I have been faced with a lot of things as of late and all I can do, is turn to GOD. I am tired and I am weary. There are days when I have thought of giving up, but I can't. I don't know where to go, I don't know where to hide. I can go on a plane and for a short time, my problems will go away, but when I come back home, they will all come back as well.
My frustration has elevated. My heart aches everyday. I wonder if I'm being punished. I really wish that things are different for me right now. We will see what tomorrow brings.
I'm tired and I am weary. God, please carry me.
God is carrying you! Do not give up because you have yet to see what great things He has in store for you! You are not being punished - our heavenly Father does not work that way. You are strong and courageous! You are a light to those who love you!
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